Coming out of the closet

I'm now busy and excitedly marketing my business.... and telling people why I have resigned from my employment and what I plan to do.

It is like I'm coming out of the closet. I have not dicussed with many people over the years of who I really am. I am surprising people by now telling them who I am and what my goals are.

I am a reiki master healer. I am conducting children's meditation classes. I am providing massage. I am studying part-time in a totally new field.

It is nice to be living and speaking the absolute truth of my heart.

I am free from living behind the mask that has hid me for so many years.

Yes, it's a little scary, but only at the start, people are nicely surprised and I am recieving alot of postive feedback and congratulations.

I totally and utterly and absolutely have faith in myself.

I am happy!!!!

Ahhhhh a sigh of relief

I feel good since resigning. I'm following my heart and I'm happy.
It is nice.
I'm around positive people, happy people, it feels good.

I am creating the life I choose. To follow my heart, trust my inner wisdom and knowledge, to be around those people who I want to be around - happy and positive, do achieve my desires.

Faith is important for me right now, taking such a big leap and change of direction. I completely have faith in myself and the universe. I completely trust myself.

Me, myself and I

I spent some time alone this week, a few days actually. Just on my own, I went away, rented a cute cedar cottage in the bush, in the mountains. It was beautiful. There was no mobile phone contact, even better. There was only the sound of the creek, the wind, the kookaburras, cockatoos and the kangaroos skipping away over the bark and leaves of the bush floor. There was only the sound of my heart in my head. I didnt listen to music, even though there was a CD player and I had CDs. I did not watch the TV, even though there was one. I did not use the public telephone even though there was one down the road. I listened to nature and myself. I felt nature and myself.

I was happy, in total bliss, every single moment of those days. As I walked, as I read, as I wrote, as I swam, as I sat. It was so, so, so nice!

I was inspired to write again. I was inspired to follow my heart and my burning desires.

Today I officially resigned from this job! It felt good. It feels good. I was totally ready.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
I totally trust myself completely.
I promise myself that I will play in this universe (rather than stuggle to survive)
I promise myself that I do follow my hearts burning desires each and every day.
I promise myself that I do experience happiness every day in all that I choose to do. (and if I'm no longer happy that I will stop doing it!)

Writing

I have not been writing lately (my book, that is). I'm a bit worried. Have I given up? I hope not? Maybe it's is a much needed break. I hope to begin again soon.

Tea parties and a new career...

I got in!! Yes!! I have been offered a place at TAFE to do a Diploma next year. I am very excited.
I have bought myself a teapot and put it under the tree for christmas. I cant wait to have my very own tea party!

I want to have a tea party, it sounds delightful

I've applied to study at TAFE, I've done the application and info session, and even done the interview... now it's waiting to hear if they are going to offer me a placement. I see no reason why I should not get an offer, I am very excited and feel it's right in my heart. The course in Community Welfare and Youth Work. I could then go on and complete the Diploma of Community Service after than and then a Bachelor of Social Work. Sounds great. I will study part time, work part time and of course be a full time single mum in the middle of it all. But it will all work out OK, because this is what I want to do.

I am very excited about the prospect of leaving my current job!!!!

I am going to begin running Childrens Meditation classes in the new year! I am very excited, it is something I've wanted to do for a very long time.

After all I've been through in life, it is now my time to give back to the community and support those in need, just as i was. I need to share my wisdom, experience, understanding, empathy, advice, support and love.

..... waiting to recieve the letter of offer......

its been a while....

It's been so long since I have written.... I've grown considerably... I've been finding a new path and growing stronger with in myself...

A new career is on the way! I am excited!

A better student

the last two months have been very intense for me... i see the light now and some of it is shining on me. i read something the other day and it told of how when life becomes more and more challenging and intense it is because you are now a better student (of life), you are now better equipped to handle such challenges and you are ready to learn from them. the lessons intensify as you become a better student...

I have indeed learnt alot, I've jumped a long way out of my old comfort zone!