I just dont know

So much has changed, so many new things to do, I feel like I'm in the middle of it all. I am the sensible one, the logical and strong one. Sometimes it is too hard, it would be easier to curl up in the corner and cry - like I used to. But now I have it together, or maybe sometimes I pretend I have it together. What now? I dont know. Well I do know, but....

everyone has a different opionion, a different view, a different secret or speculation. I seem to know what everyone else is thinking, they tell me. I listen and that is all I'll do. I'll listen. I wont input, I wont judge. I'll listen. And what will I do... well.. the highest good for all concerned, of course.